So I found out a few months ago that wanting to ‘not exist’ or wishing you could ‘just sleep forever’ is also considered suicidal (specifically suicidal idealization). It shocked me cause I used to think that way when I was younger but had previously thought that being suicidal meant explicitly wanting to die.. but it actually involves wanting to not live too.
I think its an important thing to note cause it might allow someone to realize the severity of their condition earlier.
This was the funniest thing to me. Because I was talking to a counselor, and they were like “Are you suicidal?”
“No not really. But sometimes I don’t want to exist though”
“You do know that’s suicidal ideation?”
“…what?”
I wish I kind of knew before. Like honestly, we know so little about mental health.
Same goes for wanting to run away, I had this urge for the longest time, to just leave, I thought it was because I was looking for thrill or something but after a few dozen times of googling “why do I want to run away so badly?” And “is it normal to want to run away?” I found out that that’s also a symptom of depression and suicidal idealization, obviously not as strong but definetly also a part that’s not talked about a lot
Tumblr staff are fools, the bots already circumvented you.
Sorry my dudes, I know you’re trying real hard but
So I got a new follower and they looked like a bot. So I clicked and found they indeed were a bot! But that’s nothing new. No what’s new is… look at the tags
Huh. It’s almost like they’re learning faster than staff.
HOW IS IT YOU FLAG THIS POST FOR REVIEW BUT NOT ANY OF THE BOT’S POSTS? WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU
holy crap it appears to be real, bots are tagging things #sfw to keep the tumblr AI at bay
So…we’re all just gonna go tag everything as SFW, right?
